Attitude? Dude I’m one step to suicidal. My attitude is the last is my problems

Yeah keep ignoring the facts I mentioned.

What advice? “Change your life, move outside, study” that’s middle class shit, I’m not allowed plus my city doesn’t give you any type of help. I literally looked the online site for the town, it hasn’t being updated in a year.

Pity party? I’m commenting how fucked is my life, because that’s the reality I’m living, I never asked to feel bad for me.

No I don’t I already live that reality.

Negativity? Is a reality I don’t think you understand. I don’t have access to any help. And I’m not alone. Why do you think many people low class and immigrants like me become criminals? Do you think most of them love it? No, but even criminals need to pay the bills or they will get evicted.

You sound privileged, I don’t expect you to understand. But realize that many people aren’t like you, I can’t even get a fast food job. That’s how impossible my life is.

Absolute Bs, I want to work, do some stuff yet nobody gives me the chance. Is like I’m invisible and that’s out of my hands

“Then become someone else, grew and be better” AKA invest money and time I don’t have… I’m fucked either way

Nobody I guess. The world keeps fucking me even when I try.

Nothing, if anything I’ve gotten worse at things.

I’ve done most of it. That’s why.

I’m just speaking my reality. I’m not attacking anyone, I don’t see your point at all

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What?

More than that. Being dead will save me from pain, but unfortunately dying is painful. And I can’t handle that. I wish I could have lots of money to kick my problems away and buy me company, maybe a wife.

Dude my mother basically hates me by now.

You’re a nice human being. But I’m sorry reading never did ANYTHING for me. I don’t read anymore, I would trade being more ignorant over getting some of satisfaction in my life.

I’ve done most of what you asked and failed at it. I got rid of my guitar and I don’t plan to touch it ever again, it depresses me trying to play. And bores me most of the time. I had a shit warehouse job were I was abused. I can’t get any calls for a job anymore and I don’t live where you live so no, the government of this city won’t help me to get a job.

And I’m a bad person, I don’t wanna help anyone, I’m tired of being used or feeling that I’m doing something for someone without getting paid.

I quit the gym already long ago, it depresses me and I’m broke

Not from America

I’m afraid of drugs, I don’t even smoke. Plus is illegal in this country